So update. It's been a while, and I'm now in school, working full time, not climbing, and I have come to an informed conclusion. The grass is always greener on the other side. That's right, I wasn't super happy before, and I'm not super happy now. I am reasonably content though, and there is something to say for that. What, I'm not really sure... but I'll tell you when I am. Maybe next year.